Heaven - Troye Sivan 2017 The truth runs wild Like a tear down a cheek Trying to save face, and daddy heart break I'm lying through my teeth This voice inside Has been eating at me Trying to replace the love that I fake With what we both need The truth runs wild Like kids on concrete Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage And numb what I see Awake, wide eyed I'm screaming at me Trying to keep faith and picture his face Staring up at me Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven The truth runs wild Like the rain to the sea Trying to set straight the lines that I trace To find some relief This voice inside Has been eating at me Trying to embrace the picture I paint And colour me free Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen So I'm counting to fifteen Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen Without losing a piece of me How do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me How do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh So if I'm losing a piece of me Maybe I don't want heaven The truth runs wild Like a tear down a cheek