歡迎來到“自己讀”，在這里，你能聽到來跳島做客的朋友們朗讀自己的作品。深呼吸，跟隨聲音進(jìn)入他們的世界吧！ 方商羊 Serenade behind a Floating Stage My friend called and said that sex saved him. He made me listen to streets in the Philippines waking up in rain, panes and trees repeating a low note of C—chorister, cage, a choir captures the cadenza of falling cardamoms, then a quartz of quietude. So eventually, it was the Q—queer, he said, the parched skin of the quarryman, whom he loved briefly for an afternoon. For so long, we’ve mistaken the Q for C; weeping, he then recited a passage of the ?ūra?gama Sūtra, an odd, phonetic transcription from the Tang dynasty. The power, he insisted, is in the sonance, not in its meaning, its attachment. This persistent, desperate, loud howl of August is but the insects’ thirst for mating and survival. The naked nearness of a swimming pool pulses in blue, so artificial it seems real. Wrongness: for years, my life depends on a false letter, and as consequence, instead of the quiet, a cry drills the carnage of my heart. Had I chosen the path of Q, its hidden “you” might have entered me with a silence, to which my heart would yield as the hollow inside an oboe. The cicadas continue practicing deft mastery of invisibility. I join their quartet. Where the moon streaks through, the night makes a sound of fabric being torn inside my head. Dark and huge, it is frightening to be alive with a song in you. 【出品人】蔡欣 【主理人】貓弟 【節(jié)目編輯】何潤哲 黃魚 【后期制作】AURA.pote 【視覺設(shè)計】孫曉曦 王尊一 【聯(lián)系我們】 微信公眾號：跳島FM 微博：跳島FM 郵箱：tiaodaoFM@163.com